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Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
haha as i blog-surf, i can't help but wonder if i made the right choice to get into nj i've been deciding if i should post this, but i guess... i've been self deceiving and trying to convince myself that my class is okay, there's still the glimpse of hope to be bonded blah blah.. i mean its definitely better than the start of the year, but through this year, there had been so much gossips, bitching, conflicts within the class that it awes me sometimes. though there's this group of like 15 of us that is closer (perhaps due to pw or what), but it's still troubling me at times i have to agree to huiqin that our class is made up of so many people of different characters, and the bad thing is, all the characters clash through each gossip session that we had, i learnt more things of the hidden side of each of my classmate, and began to know more about them? but i really think it's quite difficult to bond the whole class together.. besides class, the school sucks actually i don't know, it looks good and reputable on the outside, but once you're inside, it kind of puts you off when you see the way they handle stuff that's actually how i thought of phs when i first entered into it like 4 years ago totally. same experience and feeling. but phs made me experience quite a lot of stuff (except for the grad night part which i still couldn't get over it) lol, maybe it will all come to a good end till next year? i really hope can mug with classmates, hahah, its really more feasible i guess and i'm not emo-ing, just some sudden thoughts that i want to write down. haha Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 1:44 PM
went for the new balancerealrun today.. but the mood wasn't even there in the first place. never felt so lonely in the bus this morning before.. the silence was deafening. really couldn't take it. through the run, it was still ok, though had quite a lot of flashbacks and i kept thinking of the msg.. but running made me forget things and just want to finish the whole thing.. we crossed the finishing line in 1.3hrs for 10km race, but, there wasn't much joy to jump about or anything.. why do things have to turn out like that my mind is filled with the images of the msg, not that i want to keep reading it, but... just couldn't help it i guess... sat down at some random place in the exhibition hall, starred into empty space and everything just came crashing i guess.. it was so ovewhelming.. i'm tired of worrying and thinking of the same old stuff whenever i wake up.. sometimes it gets on my nerves.. the joy and happiness and the sense of achievement weren't evcn there in the first place, there was only a sense of sadness and remorse. If only it was 4 of us and not 3 running... |